The tree was not as heavy as I thought it would be...the boxes were WAY heavier than I had planned. I put them on my head and held them with one hand, while I climbed down the ladder with the other.
The boys helped me decide where the lights were going. I was very close to getting up on the roof and putting lights up there, but I chickened out. The lights around the bushes were enough. I had enough ladders for one day.
I am determined to make this holiday something special.
I have joined an online support group, and am feeling very encouraged about my future. Whatever happens in the coming year, it has to be better than 2007!

